It has really been blowing my mind later how pathetic your idea of forgiveness really is. I don’t know how you can stand yourself!
This is what Jesus says about you;
“The unforgiving mind is full of fear, and offers love no room to be itself; no place where it can spread its wings in peace, and soar above the turmoil of the world. The unforgiving mind is sad, without the hope of respite and release from pain. It suffers and abides in misery, peering about in darkness, seeing not, yet certain of the danger lurking there.
The unforgiving mind is torn with doubt, confused about itself and all it sees, afraid and angry, weak and blustering, afraid to go ahead, afraid to stay, afraid to waken or to go to sleep, afraid of every sound, yet more afraid of stillness; terrified of darkness, yet more terrified at the approach of light.
What can the unforgiving mind perceive but its damnation? What can it behold except the proof that all its sins are real? The unforgiving mind sees no mistakes, but only sins. It looks upon the world with sightless eyes, and shrieks as it beholds its own projections rising to attack its miserable parody of life. It wants to live, yet wishes it were dead. It wants forgiveness, yet it sees no hope. It wants escape, yet can conceive of none because it sees the sinful everywhere.
The unforgiving mind is in despair, without the prospect of a future which can offer anything but more despair. Yet it regards its judgement of the world as irreversible, and does not see it has condemned itself to this despair. It thinks it cannot change, for what it sees bears witness that its judgement is correct. It does not ask, because it thinks it knows. It does not question, certain it is right.”
Yes, you are the unforgiving mind!
I see what gets mistaken for forgiveness around here and it’s absolutely CRAZY!!
I need to forgive my enemy, my neighbor and myself because they are one in the same. Without forgiveness you are IN HELL. Without forgiveness you are going to think that some of this is actually real. Your dreaming! Your in a dream of sickness, hate, attack and guilt and the kicker is…YOU ARE DOING IT TO YOURSELF!
Are you able to get a feel for what true forgiveness can offer you? I hope so, because you WILL reap what you sow PERIOD!